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So, I've been a baaaaaaad boy and neglected my DA profile of late. Sorry!

I've had my head to the ground working on personal projects and beavering away on launch material (P.S. Pencilville jumpstART is launching in the next couple of weeks, new studio brand a couple of weeks after that, and I'm finally getting my Patreon launched before October as well!)

Needless to say, it's been a busy time. I've had ups and downs, as always, but pledge to henceforth post on a daily basis (if not finished work then studies/quick sketches or journal posts).

Now...what can I create for you guys tomorrow...?

Any suggestions? XD
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I'm sure you've heard that attending industry events is good for your career as an artist, but what is it about them that makes them so beneficial?

In my experience, a LOT (and certainly more than I can quickly sum up here)! But I'm a rebel, so here are my top 6, regardless:


1. COMMUNITY

As artists we very often work alone, soldiering away at our desks, tucked away in our studios, snuggled up in blankets and staring out of the window at the alien world beyond... (no? Only me?)

It can be VERY easy to get separated and detached from the very thing that best informs our work: LIFE.

One of the most wonderful things about workshops, conferences and other industry events is that they bring all us like-minded artists together and remind us we're not alone.

Every other artist out there goes through the same thing, in one way or another, and when we get together there's a sense of understanding and compassion you don't get anywhere else. 

Even the lecturers, guest speakers and ALL-POWERFUL-GODS of the art world are, first and foremost, artists, and (just like you) they're on a life-long journey to learn and improve. Unlike in the business world, they don't consider themselves above you. They're all artists and human beings first. They care.

This is one thing I wasn't quite prepared for, coming from an entrepreneurial background: there is NO elitism in the art community. It's unique in its sense of camaraderie and friendliness; a true peer to peer community. It's staggering, beautiful and wonderful to experience.


2. H-OPPORTUNITY


When h-opportunity knocks...answer! Or, better yet, learn how to do the knocking!

There's debate on who said it first, but there's a common maxim that goes: "Your network is your net worth". In other words, it's not WHAT you know but WHO you know that determines your success. And you meet a LOT of amazing people at these kind of events.

You'll meet industry sponsors, world-renowned artists and teachers, up-and-comers, students and enthusiasts, and ALL of them have something to offer if you're willing to listen. 

There may be opportunities to get a job, gain a mentor, or to make a friend for life.

The may be opportunity in simply networking, sharing contact details or becoming friends on Facebook.

Perhaps you'll meet someone whose art you adore and has a huge influence on your work.

Or maybe you'll meet someone who'd make a great collaborator on a project.

And there's always the opportunity to learn something new. Which brings us neatly to:



3. TRAINING


The best artists I know NEVER stop learning, developing and striving to improve.

Whether your learn from lecturers, fellow students or housekeeping (I'll never leave my towel on the floor again...) a lifelong quest for education and growth will never steer you wrong.

Events vary greatly in what training they provide, but almost all of them include workshops of some kind run by well-known and successful artists.

Training and workshops will help you to master new tools and techniques better and quicker than struggling at home by yourself. With a master at the helm to steer you in the right direction, offer their wisdom and experience, answer questions and even doodle over your work, it's much easier to make progress and see results.

Even better, these artists have been there and done it, so if you're stuck with what your next step in art education should be they can give you some GREAT advice on books, courses and resources that will help your work level up.

If you get the opportunity to attend a workshop with an artist you admire, never pass it up. If you only learn ONE new thing it'll be well worth the investment.



4. FEEDBACK


Beyond looking over your workshop efforts, the pros are generally very generous when it comes to looking at portfolios. 

Even if you're not looking for a job, bringing along a portfolio of your work and getting feedback on where you can improve, what you need to address, and how, can be invaluable.

I'll warn you, sometimes the advice won't be what you WANT to hear, but it will almost always be what you NEED to hear. A healthy dose of realism can do wonders for your work, and the pros are great at dealing it out without TOO much heartache.

Pros focus on where your work can improve. Students focus on what's good about it (unless instructed otherwise!)

For what you WANT to hear, or a good "Oh my god, that's amazing!" you should seek feedback from your peers! ;)



5. AFFIRMATION


One thing that always strikes me is how affirming these events can be, and not just life-affirming. 

When starting my own work I'm always fighting against the negative flow of thoughts like "Oh my god, I suck..." or "That is the SHITTIEST line in the history of lines, EVER". 

What I find affirming is learning, time and time again, that everyone, the pros included, makes the SAME mistakes. 

Looking at the demos you suddenly realise that what differentiates those at the top of their game from the rest of us (besides experience) is perseverance and mindset.

They draw the same crappy lines we do, almost as often as we do! The only difference is their approach to dealing with them. Instead of saying "I'm a terrible artist" they ask questions life "What angle should that line be?" or "How far away is that in relation to this line here?" and simply try again.

I don't know about you, but I find the fact that the pros struggle with the same things we do incredibly reassuring. It gives me much more confidence in my own work, and much more motivation to push through the crap.



6. INSPIRATION


There's nothing like a good event to fire you up, renew your passion and get ideas flowing. 

The atmosphere, the artwork, and the positivity and passion for what we do are truly inspiring.

Industry events are the very paragon of POSSIBILITY. This is a world full of people doing the thing you want to be doing and achieving amazing success doing it. It proves to you it's possible, and that you don't need to be a rocket-scientist to get where you want to go.

I almost always come back more enthusiastic about my work, more confident in my ability and more motivated to succeed.

It's a wonderful feeling, believing it's possible. It's incredibly liberating, and freeing. It opens us to new ideas and gives us strength putting pencil to paper. And it's something we tend to lose when we're back home on our own again. It's something you need to practice - maintaining that feeling of joy and hope. The more events you go to, and the more you immerse yourself in the art community, the easier it gets.

So, my advice, if you want to renew your zest for life, is to get out and live one! Take any opportunity you can to get away immerse yourself in one of the most positive and inspiring parts of the industry. 

You won't regret it.
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To put it mildly, 2015 was NOT my year...

To paraphrase/butcher Señor Dickens (in a vaguely Cornish way): "Twere the best of times, twere the worst of times, me luvver!"

In some ways it was the best year I’ve had in a while: I was winning my battle with long term health issues, I had an amazingly supportive partner, a new nephew to dote on and twin nieces on the way - things were looking up, and so I pushed forward, as I hadn’t been able to in years.

But beware, fair reader, for while launching myself out of the rut that I’d been in for almost a decade I neglected to address a rather important side effect of long term illness: my mental health!


My general health was better than it had been in over 8 years. My mental health? Not so much...

To say my confidence was floored, after 8 years bed-ridden, unable to do much of anything, is an understatement.

I felt socially awkward, hadn’t accomplished anything of note in a LONG time and had no baseline for success and achievement on which to build. I felt absolutely worthless.

I had so much I WANTED to do but just couldn’t bring myself to do it, so paralysed was I by fear of change and self-loathing at what I’d become.


Needless to say, without the confidence to act or put myself out there in the world, I was destined to fail. And fail hard. 

I toiled and toiled but saw no results. Why? Because I kept it all to myself. It was never good enough. It was never ready. It was NEVER shared. 


Not only had I spent countless hours working on content that never made its way to an audience, I was spending real money (and lots of it) paying for business level services and never actually LAUNCHING anything to recover those costs! 

Which only made things worse… 

I was an emotional wreck, depressed, deep in debt, nothing to show for my work, and absolutely convinced that I was a failure; a burden on those around me.


If I’d felt worthless before, it was nothing compared to how I felt after failing. I’m not sure I’d confess this anywhere else, but I seriously contemplated suicide… more than once.


And yet, I’m still here! *YAY!*

Why? 

Education, my friends, education!

Feeling unworthy to do much of anything, I threw myself in at the deep end in an attempt to better myself, learn new skills and actually do something of value with my life. 


I invested heavily in the best investment that anyone can make: myself.

I invested time, energy, and yes, more money I didn’t have. Feeling like more of an empty shell than a valuable member of society, I was absolutely desperate to ‘make something’ of myself; to fill myself with knowledge and skills I could use to build the kind of life I’d always dreamed of living.


I wantonly threw myself into learning anything and everything I could relating to what I wanted to do: art.

I relearned how to draw (for the first time since school), and, while doing so, finally acknowledged that talent meant nothing without knowing how to position or sell it. Great skill, never shared, is meaningless (a lesson I learned the hard way).

And so I began another journey, learning about business, marketing and technology; anything I could get my hands on relating to on building a career as an artist.


And through this vast multitude of courses I realised that all of them had one common thread: results in ANY area, whether it be digital painting, social media or content marketing, come down to mindset.

And with that I was off on a new tangent. I studied the brain, psychology and mindset. I researched why we do what we do, read the latest books and studies on positive thinking, mindfulness and happiness, and I realised that this is where my problem had lain all along.

It had nothing to do with my skills (as most things don’t), it had to do with my mindset, and how I approached things. In the end, it all comes down to what you believe about yourself, and the world around you.

Our skills are in constant motion - always growing and changing, much as we do. The asset isn’t what you know, it’s you, as a person - your mind, how you see and react to the world around you. When faced with a challenge what will you do? How will you react? What are you willing to do/try/learn? How will that benefit others? What do you THINK about what you do? What do you care about? WHO ARE YOU?! 

In the end, who we are is a result of what we think. Or, (as tis the Star Wars season), “...your focus determines your reality” - Qui-Gon Jinn.

If all we focus on is the fear, on the negatives, on the pull of the dark side, then that’s where we end up: that darkest of dark places.


And thus began a new mission: mastery of my own mind. 

I’ve spent months in constant battle with my own mind, fighting to unlearn negative behaviours and beliefs, and I’ll likely spend years more, if not a lifetime, in mastering it.

But, I can finally (and happily) report, that after numerous courses, trainings and therapies, I’ve turned the corner. I'm in more control than I've ever been, and only getting stronger.


Now, at the start of a brave New Year, I’m confident that I can, and will make my dreams a reality.

Looking forward, I can clearly see the path laid out for me, and I’m no longer afraid to walk it, proudly and calmly. I’ve set my goals, I know where I’m headed and why, and I know what steps I have to take to get there. 

I have some of my old confidence back. I’ve learned from my mistakes, grown as a person (and as an artist) and ensured my eventual success by setting myself on the right path, with the right mindset and a strong why driving me forward.

This is going to be the year. The year that everything changes. I know, without a shadow of a doubt, that I’ll achieve my goals, because I’m in charge of my own success. I’m taking back control of my own life. 

After months of education and self-exploration I’ve finally found my mental fortitude:


And I’m NEVER going back to that dark place ever again. 

This post is my social commitment that 2016 is going to be different. It’s a New Year. A New Opportunity. A New Chance to do something great. It may be arbitrary, but it’s better than waiting for ‘the perfect time’, which I can promise you will never arrive. 

I vow, right here and right now, to make 2016 different. To take every opportunity (even the ones I have to make myself) to make positive change in my life.


Who’s with me? 

Comment below if you want to find out more about how I made this change, or want to join me on this journey! Take a vow, right here and right now, that 2016 is going to be your best year yet.

And know, if you're in a bad place right now, that it CAN be overcome. Know that you are strong enough to make it through, and that you have the power to make your life anything you want it to be.

You're an artist. You've got this :)
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Okaaaaaay, let's do this thang! (Yup. I went there!)


  1. How long have you been on DeviantArt?

    Many, many moons, in a multitude of guises. I'm the chameleon of the DeviantArt Community (so deserves that capital C! I've yet to earn mine :P) *insert evil laugh here*

    I'd say, in all, it's been around 6 years now. Though this particular account is only 5 months old...bless its adorable little face!!!



  2. What does your username mean?

    Guess. Go on. I dare you...

    (Hint: It's really unimaginative...)

    ...Those who guessed "First and last name, plus the year you were born" win a Llama! Who doesn't love a good Llama, eh?

    I decided when I created this account that it would be the one account to rule them all, so I made it something dull that isn't going to change.

    I'll likely update it in coming months, once my art decides where it's going! :P



  3. Describe yourself in three words.

    Way too verbose....



  4. Are you left or right handed?

    Righty tighty, all the way!



  5. What was your first deviation?

    Oooooh... all those years ago? I'll be damned if I can remember. On this account it was a giraffe sketch I did for a Schoolism course.



  6. What is your favourite type of art to create?

    Fantasy, in varying styles. For the win.

    I love creating really imaginative, clever, powerful, meaningful work featuring things that can't/don't exist in our world; I love opening up all those doors and windows into other worlds and seeing what secrets and wonders lie behind them. The crazier/more magical/more enchanting (or more entertaining) the better. 



  7. If you could instantly master a different art style, what would it be?

    Hmmm... I'd have to say 'sidekick' style. Yeah. Sidekick style. Without a doubt.

    "What the hells IS that?!" I hear you ask?

    Who here loves Minions? Hands up. 
    Okay, good!
    Who here loves the Elves, (as seen in Rise of the Guardians)?
    Me too!!!
    What about characters like Pascal, from Disney's Tangled? 
    LOVE HIM!!!

    Well, that's what I mean. That cute, loveable, mischievous style of design and acting/animation commonly used for comedy relief characters. 



  8. What was your first favourite?

    Jeez... I really need to work on my memory... It was probably something by MattiasA, whose work I find truly inspiring.



  9. What type of art do you tend to favourite the most?

    Fantastical/otherworldly would probably be the best description! Pieces that feature fantastic design, amazing use of colour, or things I find funny or cute. I love work that takes my breath away, creates a sense of wonder, or shows incredible use of imagination. The kind of work that instantly transports the viewer to an incredible new world, a world where wondrous and magical things are possible.



  10. Who is your all-time favourite deviant artist?

    Oooh, toughie... I don't think I could ever choose just one, so I'm going to wimp out on this one and list some of my current favourites - people whose imagination, style, and work ethic I absolutely adore.

    In no particular order, such a list would have to include: TsaoShin, Apofiss, Picolo-kunJoshSummana, Artsammich, MarcoBucci, cornacchia-art, darkmello, Tohad, MacLeodDragons and MattiasA 



  11. If you could meet anyone on DeviantArt in person, who would it be?

    Probably Bobby Chiu over at imaginism. As a Schoolism Subscriber and a follower of Chiustream, I think his contribution to both my own work and the art community as a whole is absolutely astounding and utterly inspirational. 

    That said, there are SOOOOOO many other Deviants I'd like to meet, as well. DeviantArt Conference, anyone...?



  12. How has a fellow deviant impacted your life?

    Other than the above? Let me count the ways... Lol. DeviantArt is a constant source of inspiration to me. Seeing some of the incredible work others are doing really pushes me to improve my own - to get better, create more and start putting my stuff out there for people to see.



  13. What are your preferred tools to create art?

    Col-Erase (Light Blue), Palomino Blackwing, (intermediate scanny thing), Wacom Intuos Pro (hopefully soon to be upgraded - I'm coming for you, Cintiq!)



  14. What is the most inspirational place for you to create art?

    In the comfort of my own home, surrounded by art books and other inspiring knick-knacks and clutter (and with nobody looking over my shoulder or judging my efforts!)



  15. What is your favourite DeviantArt memory?

    This one! Plus all the times that the work of fellow Deviants has inspired me, wowed me and lifted me up over the years.

    My favourite memories of DA are of bad days being turned around by the imaginative, expressive and wondrous work this talented community creates.

    Happy Birthday, DeviantArt! Here's to many more years of joy, inspiration, wonder and community!

    *starts humming "Memory" and drifts off into daydreamland*

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